Crying inside

So we had to sign up for public aid. I thought the lady would have sent it in by now. She told me 7-10 days and it has been over that. I called her and she said she had 30 days to get it in. In 30 days my family will starve. I am having more problems paying the bills. Terry hasn't even gotten a pay check yet. I want to curl up in a ball and never leave my bed. But my kids need me so I am there for them in what ever way they need. Hopefully soon we will get some help.

Snow Days

I am not sure I care for snow days. As of right now Alex drives me crazy. I love the kid, but come on Mommy needs to do other things. He is finally playing in his play room. Dylan is taking his nap and I am grateful. He is non stop. Nothing like Alex was at this age. He climbs oo my gosh does he climb. I turn around and he is up on something. Maybe once Alex is in kindergarten I will be able to like snow days once again. Until then I wanna send him to preschool.

Make up your mind

So now terry has no idea what he wants to do. He is making my life harder. He dislikes where he is working right now, but at least he will be getting money. Dylan is teething badly and super fussy. Alex is his normal whiney self.

The beginning

I started my blog once before. I am not sure what happened to it. Things had been really great for our family. up until the week before Christmas and Terry decided to quit his job. Now I wouldn't have been so upset except I knew nothing about it till the day he quit. I was furious and depressed. He had ruined Christmas for us. I finally got over that and he found a job. Yipee. I guess. It is 6.50 less than what he was making. I am not sure how we are going to pay our bills. The fun is over for our family for a while.
Alex missed starting school for the new year because of being sick. He has learned so much from Y-tots.
Dylan is working on his top two teeth. Maybe soon he will have 4. He has lost weight and we are going to another Dr. to see if he can help us figure out why the kid is small.