Dylan

The Dr. says Dylan is fine. All test came back normal. Yippee. I guess. I would just like an answer to why he is so slow to gain weight.

Dylan update

We took Dylan to a new GI Dr. He was really nice. He is running lots of blood tests. He is all so going to scope down his throat next week. He could have something wrong or he could just be small. These tests should tell us something.

Devastated

So I find out some very disturbing news today. My dad has been cheating on my step mom for 8 years. The worst part is it is with the same woman that ruined his life 20 years ago. I find out that he can't decide who he want to be with. I decided if he chooses the other woman he is no longer in my life. He chose my step mom which is the best decison he could have made. It just pissed me off so bad to see him throw away his life again. I love my dad but he has hurt me a lot in my life. I am glad he did he right thing and I hope he doesn't mess up again.

Holding Hands

I the wonderful thing happened the other night when I was lying in bed with my husband. He grabbed my hand and held it.He never does things like that except hen he wants to get some (wink wink). It touched my heart and made me feel like he really cared t that moment.He doesn't show emotions well. Thanks hunny for the wonderful hand hold.

Long over due update

Last post I was waiting for the Public Aid lady. Well I heard back and we were denied the first time because we had to much in savings. Bills came up and we paid them with that money and so I tried to resubmit stuff. Must have been to soon cause we were denied again. This is bull.

We didn't make it to Dylan's GI appointment in Springfield because the truck wasn't running right. So now we have to wait till April. He goes to the ENT in March with Alex. I think he has sleep apnea. It is frustrating because I want a reason for why he is hardly gaining but on the other hand it is ok for him to be small. I just want the Dr. to tell me if that is the case.

Terry has now quit Farm King. It didn't have anything to do with the shooting there. He was already getting ready to quit. He is now Lead Productionist at Bridgeway in the recycling part. Hope he is happy.

Crying inside

So we had to sign up for public aid. I thought the lady would have sent it in by now. She told me 7-10 days and it has been over that. I called her and she said she had 30 days to get it in. In 30 days my family will starve. I am having more problems paying the bills. Terry hasn't even gotten a pay check yet. I want to curl up in a ball and never leave my bed. But my kids need me so I am there for them in what ever way they need. Hopefully soon we will get some help.

Snow Days

I am not sure I care for snow days. As of right now Alex drives me crazy. I love the kid, but come on Mommy needs to do other things. He is finally playing in his play room. Dylan is taking his nap and I am grateful. He is non stop. Nothing like Alex was at this age. He climbs oo my gosh does he climb. I turn around and he is up on something. Maybe once Alex is in kindergarten I will be able to like snow days once again. Until then I wanna send him to preschool.